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15 June 2008 @ 12:05 am
Arise from the Ashes  
What do we do when our past destroys us? Burns us to cinders until nothing remains? We have a choice. We can become nothing, a mere ghost of ourselves forever haunted by what we once were, or, we can be reborn.

I am not the person I once was. We share the same history and the same memories but that is where the similarities end. Crysania was destroyed in blood and fire last Hallow's Eve. For months, I was nothing. I went through trials that tested every part of my being. Some I passed, some I failed. The more successes I had, the more someone new began to emerge. I was no longer seeking my soul mate, I had become them.

My journey, while mostly one of interspace, was not always a road taken alone. I've had, and continue to have, the support of a very select few extraordinary beings. At times their words help me to hear my own voice and their strength gives my rashness pause.

Who I was feels like a stranger to me. She never would have believed that the life I lead now was possible. If asked before, I would have said that people are not capable of change and yet, I have. I'm not sure if I'm the exception or the rule.

There are no bared doors before me, every path is open, where will I choose to go from here? Not even Odin in all his wisdom could predict that for sure.
Current Location: Sanctuary
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent